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开心... 开心... 开心... =D
after several weeks of work, we finally finished our project le..!!!!
so happy.. Yeah..!!
Hahaha..
suddenly my shoulder so light... Hee... 开心...

but tink i need to start studying soon... Hahaha.. not now..
but soon....
cos i wont be ard on the 11th onwards... Need to study faster le....
EXAMS..!!!!
I HATE EXAMS..!!!!

after finishing our project jus nw.. i went to meet ah siao...
really so long nv meet up wif her liao le lo...
we planned to go singing de lo... but... hahaha...
ah siao says her throat v itchy... but i dun sing wif throat... i use 丹田 de.. hahaha.. my 丹田 v itchy....
however, due to unforseen circumstances, we ended up not singing... and went to mos burger instead... lolz...

this week is the last week of Hark le... and nxt mth onwards they will be closing for reno....
Good... den i can study for my exams... Hahahaha..
no where to go le....
anyway nowadays oso seldom go there leh.. Lolz...
now my entertainment expenses getting lower abit le bah... hahaha..
initially go ktv super frequently.... (few times a week)
den end up hark... (at least once a week)
den now... movies... (abt once a week)

lolz.... good hor... nxt time my entertainment maybe go kopi shop la kopi... and is go downstairs de.... dun even need transport money... wahahahaha....

anyway.. im goin Hark tmr..!!! Its the last sat le...
oh yeah..!! YYMS..!!
Hahaha...

Im so happy today... maybe becos the OB project is completed...
and I tink im really crazy lo... wahahaha...
cos he onli asked, "为什么将久才接电话?".... den i high liao...
wahahaha... his tone so man lo...

So Happy Today..!! =D


Ppl are selfish...
They wan to keep u by their side... But their heart is not with u....
U r jus like a spare tyre...
曾经..你的放弃让我迷失了自己..

一次又一次的灰心
才发现早已麻痹
终于发现自己
已经不在乎你

y do this..?? Its too late...
太多空希望... 让我太失望了...
anyway 已经没感觉了... 心死了..

Haiz.. Not in good mood today....
Got my BS results... i got a PA onli... Haiz...
kk i noe i sld be glad i got a PA...
if not for the 儿女私情... i tink i wld have fared better lo... Haiz...
Dun look back... I muz 加油 for my exams..!!
Demoralised....

Anyway.. im still happy tat 'he' called... Hahaha... Bring up my spirits..
Sound v man lo... Hahahahaha...
I like wor... Heee... Feel so protected... 幸福..


*人类的所作所为 是自私的.. 但讽刺的 只是想保护自己不受伤害...


Im bored..!!!

Cant study for the quiz tmr..!!!
Didnt study for it at all... Hahahaha....
Jus hope to get 5/10.... Pls Pls Pls grant me my wish...

Sometimes i jus hope.. someone will tell me...
"No matter wat happen, I will be by ur side to support u de."
or
"Anything happen still got me."

Someone said those to me... But he is no longer ard....
Haiz..!!

Im bored..!! The weather is soooo HOT..!!!
My room 32 degree celcius..!!
很热啊..!!!!

天气热, 读不了书..!!!


Wah.. Yanzi's new album is nice..!! Hee..
I like..!!

Haaa.. Im so tired now...
Tink im really getting old... Gets tired easily nowadays...
The other day after Hark.. I came home and did my project... Finished my part at ard 3+ in the morning... den i went to slp...
The following day, i woke up at 8+.. dunno y...
old ppl no need slp too long de... =.="
den was v tired...
tot of goin back to slp for awhile b4 i go out... but jus cant get back to slp...
Haiz...

and den i gotta go out to meet the gals frm sch...
we need to get a present for the bdae guy... Hahaha...
we walked a v long distance just to get an adidas jacket at the city link...
frm city hall mrt - city link - marina square - city link - raffles city - city link - raffles city..!!
we r like stuck at city link.. =.="
we sld jus get the jacket the 2nd time we went city link...
hahahahaha.. bo liao hor.. walk so many places...

Ahh... I saw a puma jacket..!! $99.. Nice neh.. but i no money le... haven got my allowance... Haiz.. and i oso saw a pair of heels.. which i like.. Hahaha.. tats onli $59.90..!!
No money to buy anything..!!!
I need money..!!! can anyone do charity... pls donate..!! Thanks.. =D

Oh ya.. we went to the food court at Marina Square to have fondue..!!
Nice.. I still like apple with the chocolate... Hee...

We went to jeremy's hse after getting his present...
Oooo.. His hse is nice..!! Spiral staircase somemore...
But one thing is... his hse there is damn hot...
There's no wind de lo... We all stand outside hse... hoping there will be wind... But... Haiz...

Tink we left at ard 10+...
Had to do OB project again..!!! so 命苦...
aiya.. cos we didnt wan to meet up to do it today... den bo bian...
we searched ard for MacDonalds.. Ended up at one in Tampines...
However Clement's laptop cannot be used.. cos its an old one.. den ZY had to borrow frm his fren who's staying nearby...
Heng his fren is willing to lend us... so nice de fren.. Haha..

Actually i tink we did nth much last nite... onli some formating, deleted SH's comment, looked at ah siao's grp de draft... nth much liao le bah... nth else in my head now.. Hahaha
and all these took us a few hrs... finished at 2+am...
Hahaha.. but actually its not v long la... cos we took some time to find a suitable Mac.. Lolz..
but i was v tired le... kept yawning...
Buay tahan... Lolz...
Heng one of us is driving... den can send us all home... Hahaha.. Thanks wor..
So tired alady...
But when i reached home... I suddenly feel v awake... Lolz...

Tmr got accounting quiz... Stupid quiz... 10 mcq..
later gotta study...

Some changes in my schedule for this week :
Monday - Morning(Lecture), Noon(OB project)
Tuesday - Morning(He's coming), Noon(Lecture), Evening(Mr Bean)
Wednesday - Morning(He's coming), Noon(OB proj??)
Thursday - Evening(Pathfinder)
Friday - Noon(OB proj??)
Saturday - OB Deadline! KTV..!! Hark..!!
Yeah..!!

Oh ya.. My examination timetable is out..!!
30 Apr - Organisational Behavior
3 May - Introduction Accounting
7 May - Business Statistics


Hee...
Been so happy these few days... Haha... Becos he's so nice... =D
So long nv happy happy le... Hee...
He really beri beri sweet lo... But poor thing... sick le..
很可怜....

Yeah.. tonite goin to watch Music and Lyrics le...
didnt get to watch it last week... Hee...
and nxt week there will be other shows..!! Hahaha...
Recently so many shows to watch... Kekeke... Nice~~

There's no lecture ytd and today... so i jus slack at home... Hee...
y didnt i go out ytd??? 奇怪... Keke..

Today - movie
Tmr - Hark
Sat - Jeremy's Bdae
Sun - ??
Mon - Bugis
Tue - not cfm..
Wed - Someone's coming over
Thurs - ?? movie again? Hee
Fri - ??
Sat - Hark

Hee... Everyday im seeing someone...
Wont be bored..

Happy Happy


Papa mama went genting over the weekend...
den i went out on sunday... to do the OB proj... =.="
yeah..!! can say finished Part A le bah... Heee...
and we ended quite early... still can go to sakae to eat dinner.. Hee...

i reached home quite early... still can online... tok cok...
dunno y so many cok to tok.. everyday tok le.. still so much to tok... Haha..

ytd had a morning lecture... so tired lo... make me feel like vommitting again.. Hahaha...
Its OB lec again... Haiz..
and after the lec... we went to wlds to do OB AGAIN..!!!
OB.. OB.. OB..
So sian of OB..!!!

Heng ytd's OB discussion was a fast one too..
we onli did some research... borrowed some books... den assigned work for everyone to do...

Heee... after the discussion, me and Si li went to catch a movie... paid $6.50 for the tix... den pass by some poster...
Student watch movie onli $6...!!! =.="
nvm... the promotion is until apr.. Hee.... still got time....

B4 our show... we went to Gelare for waffle ice cream..!!! Hee... No pics of the ice cream taken... onli our faces...

Went home after the show le..
and mama papa come back le.. hehe...
im happy they r back.. cos the hse wont be empty and dark when i come home.. Hahaha...

ytd i was chatting wif my fren... den he suddenly asked for my num... Hahaha...
I oso didnt have his num...
but den i cant rem my own num... Hahaha..
Jialat leh.... but anyway... i stored my own number in my phone le.. Keke.... nxt time wont forget...

and last nite... Hee.... my phone rang... i saw... "his home"...
wah.. i was abit stunned lo... really tot i was dreaming...
den i picked up... hahaha....
my idol called me..!! Hahaha...

His 魅力 is still there to make me HIGH..!!!!
hahahaha..
Wah... his voice... v man.. v powerful lo.. Kekeke...
Kk.. i noe im crazy... but cant help it de... He's my idol lai de wor.. Keke...

Happy Happy




I was tinking....
Am i rite or am i wrong? Maybe i sldnt have done tat...
Too many maybes...
Too late to regret...
Too many things happened le...
I dunno how to react now...

It was my accounting test ytd.... last nite.. =.=" 1st time having a test so late lo...
the test jialat.... high chance of failing...
there were 4 qns onli... and 1st 3 qns i dunno hw to do le...
and the last qn... do wrongly... =.="
haiz... tink wont get 0/20 points bah... at least got working points bah.. Haha...
sian... Hate tests and exams..!!

after our test.... we planned to go watch movie...
AGAIN..!! we didnt get to catch the movie... 3 time le lo...
and we nv even watch a single show at all...
ytd was becos no tix le la... haiz... didnt noe fri nite so hard to get tix de... =.="
cos usually i go watch... ppl book the tix liao de mah... Hahaha...
nvm... learn frm lesson...

end up goin to Hark.... wah... seems like everywhere we go... there's no place for us lo...
很可怜... T_T
heng Hark de ppl managed to get a seat of us.. Hahaha... Thank u so much... if not we really become 无家可归的小孩了...
so 可怜...
Hahaha... So long nv go to Hark on fri le... Hahaha.. and long time nv see Vynson host le...
Still as funny.... He acted Wu bai... Lolz...

Arghh..!! Tmr will be doing the OB proj again le.. Hope it'll be a fast one.. Hahaha..


1. What is your favorite month of the year?
* Any Holiday Mth! Hee

2. What was your dream last night?
* I seldom dream...

3. What is your greatest fear?
* losing ppl i love

4. What was the best thing that happened to you this week?
* nth good

5. What are u planning to do this weekend?
* Haven plan... Project..??? Shopping..??

6. What can you promise to the one you love?
* I dun believe in promises

7. What will you wish for if you have a genie?
* happy everyday

8.Who is the one you're thinking of right now?
* Shall not tell u...

9.Who do you run to when you're down?
* Frenz who are always there for me...

10.Who are the most influential people in your life ryt now?
* too many

11.Who was the last person you went out with?
* aunty...

12.Who will you call/text later?
* Ernest / Alex... Haven reply smses.. Haha..

13.Who completes your day?
* No one anymore

14.Who do you want to talk to ryt now?
* ---

15. When will you take a bath?
* 20 - 45 mins

16. When will you watch a movie?
* maybe tmr..??? if ppl are ON..

17. When was the last time you said "i love you"?
* few days ago..

20. When was the last time you asked for help?
* few days ago... asked someone to help me.. but he said i have to help myself... have to totally let go... Haiz..

21. Any people in-love with u right now?.
* No idea...

22. last person u fell in-love with or currently in love with?
* who else can hurt me so badly...

23. r u serious when it comes to relationships?
* of cos... i treat every relationship seriously...

24.Are you afraid of commitment?
* hmm... i tink no bah...

25. Do actions speak louder than words?
* Yesh.. of cos..!!

26. How can u say that a person loves you?
* See his actions lo... see qn 25.


1. The next person you'll hold hands with?
.. J held my hands... I did not hold his hands...

2. Do you sleep with the TV on?
.. Nope... seldom watch tv oso de la...

3. What did you do today?
.. Watch tv.. Haha... and online lo..

4. Do you think you're old?
.. Haiz.. 别提了

5. Are you afraid of the dark?
.. Yesh... Im afraid of almost everything thats scary... Lolz

6. Do you like your life right now?
.. like or dun like... i still have to carry on...

7. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
.. depending on wat he cheated me

8. What are you thinking about right now?
.. alot of Why(s)... and how to make myself have mood to study...

9. Do you enjoy gossip?
.. i m a ger... wat do u tink... haha

10. What song's in your head right now?
.. 为什么你背着我爱别人

11. What will you do next week?
.. nxt week ah.. go sch, do proj, go out bah.. nth else

12. How are you feeling today?
.. Sian

13. How many kids do you plan on having?
.. 2..!! Hee... I wan a boy den a gal... pls pls..

14. Do you want to get married?
.. Hope to la... I wan a family..

15. How often do you talk on the phone?
.. no one to tok to now...

16. Name three things that you regret?
.. alot of things... but no point regretting alady... wat done cannot be undone...

17. Who did you last hug?
.. J hugged me... But I did not hug him back...

18. What was the last thing you ate?
.. Mango gummy.. Hee..

19. What was the last thing on your mind??
.. when can i get rid of the fear..??


1.Name someone who made you smile today
- no one yet....

2.What were you doing at 10.00am this morning?
- watching tv...

3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- watching tv...

4.What is something that happened to you in 1992?
- erm... go into pri 2???

5.What is the last thing you said aloud?
- cant rem..

6. How many different drinks did you drink today?
- onli plain water...

7. What color is your hairbrush?
- hairbrush ah.. hahaha.. i lost mine frm bodyshop... den i haven got another one...

8. What was the last thing you bought?
- Orange tea

9. Who was the last person you kissed?
- Someone kissed me... But i did not return the kiss...

10. What color is your front door?
- light brown

11. Where do you keep your change?
- in my wallet lo... ah bo where?

12. What is the weather like today?
- good.. sunny...

13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
- depends on my mood...

14. What is something you are excited about?
- finishing tests, projects and exams..!! Graduating..!! Hahahaha... aiya 还很久 la..

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
- somewhere in jan bah...

16. Are you over the age of 25?
- NO..!!! Scary~~

17. Do you talk a lot?
- eh... im shy... Hehe... ??

18. Are you typically a jealous person?
- i m a ger... wat do u tink..

19. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
- someone idiotic... call me at 3+ in the am.. and tok bo liao things to me... dun let me slp...


Apology accepted... But the explanation... Haiz....
Ur explanation didnt take away the fear i have for u now...

1st time i cried so much for a person...
1st time someone hurt me so badly...
1st time i fear someone so much...
1st time i have the 冲动 to "离开"...

I noe u meant well for me... but wat u have done has hurt me so bad and thus make me scared of u le...
Im so sorry...

Maybe i really care too much... Haiz...

If one day i leave... i hope i can leave the same way as Desmond left...
in peace...


Wat a word to use... 肮脏....

I noe i m in the wrong.... but sldnt have used tat word on me mah....
心碎了... 应该没有办法再恢复了吧....
feel like taking my heart out and stick them back into one piece....

y cant he stand by me as a fren...
like i always stand by him...
nv got his support... not even once...

the things he said to me... make me feel so 贱...
Haiz...

Its so pain...
i have alady given up on this man... but his words stabs me deeply everytime...
i fear answering his calls... dunno wat he will say to me again...
haiz...
can i still carry on..??


We went to celebrate Angela's bdae on sat...









1.What do you think of the most when you are alone?
= y m i alone???

2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
= cover myself wif a blanket and try to slp... hahaha..

3. When was the last time you we're given roses and from whom?
= long ago... 21st bdae bah... hahaha.. frm ex colleagues..

4. What do you do when you see a full moon?
= look at it for at most 3 sec..??

5. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
= if i noe how to dive, i wld rather dive in the ocean

6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
= someone whom im comfortable wif..

7. If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?
= nth at all.. my brain has no qn now... even if there is, no one can ans me..

8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
= wat can i do..? cry..?? cos someone said i onli noe how to cry.. hmm.. maybe i'll jus have to accept it lo... wat to do..

9. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?
= becoming wat i m nw...??? maybe...

10. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
= wat can i do... i cant let them remember me... move on wif my life.. although its v saddening... if u r my frenz... dun forget me wor...

11. Do you talk to yourself?
= nope... i got nth to say to myself.. haha..

12. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
= Yesh.. anything involving 吃喝玩乐 lo.. hahahaha...

13. Single or taken?
= can i say taken..?? haha...

14.Ever cried for something stupid?
= wat do u tink? i always cry nowadays...

15. Do you like anime?
= this morning i jus watched 小叮当... hehe...

16. How about Japanese music?
= i was listening to Datenshi Blue jus now... used to like Luna Sea.. Hahaha.. But all disbanded le... =.="

17. What music are you into, anyway?
= Chinese pop... esp sad ones.. cos usually the lyrics are nice and beautiful... touching..

18?
= なに??

19. First thing you do after watching a movie.
= leave the theatre.... go toilet.. haha..

20. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
= erm.... sometimes.. hahaha..

21. Can you last two days without a bath?
= NOPE..!! i cant even last 1 day... not to mention 2.. Haha

22. Most common words in your classroom.
= ....

23. The last lie you told your parents?
= 知らない...

25. Still go to the mall with your friends?
= of cos..!!!

26. Are you brand conscious?
= no leh.. Hahaha..

27. Ever felt in-love?
= Yesh....

28. Who do you miss right now?
= no one for me to miss bah... but tinkin of someone i sldnt tink....

29. Watched any good movies lately?
= 300..!! Hahaha..

30. Is it in you to kill someone?
= cant guarantee tat i wont kill... Haha..

31. Daydream a lot?
= Yesh..!! every min... its in my blood...

32. Happy with your life?
= sometimes happy sometimes not happy..

33. You'd rather lose your mobile or your mp3 player?
= mp3 player... but can i choose not to lose it too..??


A full day lecture is tiring.... very tiring wor...
ytd was OB and IA lecture... super boring de 2 lectures...
den after the lectures.... we were discussing abt our OB assignment..
there were changes..!! and its changes in the members..!!!! 换人啦.. Hahaha...
we lost one and got another 2....
jus hope we all can work well with each other... *pray hard*

..end of discussion..

went to town... was waiting for angela and ernest at somerset...
den i saw ah siao de 'beng'.... hahaha... he 'followed' me frm heeren there to the mrt... lolz... dunno whether he still recognise me anot... but i tink the person is him... cos.... i tink so... hahaha... i seen tat guy b4 mah.. keke..
and i saw chen wei lian... hahaha...

we went to watch 300... wah.. nice wor...
hahaha... abit funny la... cos the huai ren go war.. den so many 造型 de lo... wahahaha...
and so many animals... got rhino, elephant, horse, goat... the most 印象深刻 de is the goat... cos the goat play guitar...!! Hahaha...
end of the show... we asked ernest... He told us its actually a man wearing a mask..!! Hahaha... and tats not a guitar... its a lute... Hahaha.. aiya.. we dunno mah... tot a goat play guitar... 厉害 leh... hahaha...
aiya.. den they 2 laugh at me... say i 'jumped' a few times during the show... hahaha.. cos 吓到我 mah... hahaha...

we went for dinner after the show.... den we saw a guy... wah seh... his hair... super...... oily.... hahahaha... tink he used 1 whole bottle of gel bah... hahaha.. and the shiny part is onli on the top of his head... the remaining hair looks dry lo... no gel... hahaha.. used up le... shiny until 恐怖 lo... looks oily... hahaha..
den we were laughing.. at him... haha... he and his frenz keep looking over at us wor... scary.. somemore is 黑黑的人... scared they come over and beat us...

changed topic.... hahaha..
how do u pronounce 'Volvo'..?
hahahaha... my cute fren pronounced it as 'wo wo'.... hahaha... so cute lo...

we went to level 9... wah... its a good place wor... nxt time can book a chamber there.... can play computer... can play xbox... can watch dvd... u got ur own room lo... so nice... switch off the lights... and u can do watever things u wan..!!! hahahaha....
we played darts.... xuete..!! i always cant hit de lo... like so lousy... haiz.. and i nv got the bullseye at all lo...
we saw ernest de fren, cai yi wei.. He's superstar lai de lo... wah... ytd saw 2 superstar... hahaha...
actually i didnt recognise him la... cos i didnt really see the 1st season of superstar... angela even cuter lo... ask whether he's frm 才华横溢 de... Lolz... 才华横溢 is dunno how long ago liao le... hahahaha...

went home quite late.... and reach home le gotta read up the case study for the OB proj becos we have a meeting today... so tired lo...
haiz.. all were late... we said meet at 1130... but onli me and sili arrive on time lo...
so we went to buy the yougurt ice cream... hehe...
becos there's open hse... so there's yogurt ice cream... hahaha... no link... nvm..
i had another one during the IA break.. hahaha... nice lo... keke but too cold le la... haha

haiz.... a boring day...


Jus met a 'fren' whom i haven met for quite some time le...
Hahaha... jus meet him for dinner and chat...

wah.. the min i saw him... he handed me his car keys le... wah... i dun dare lo... somemore is new car.... maybe not so new... but quite new le leh...
he keep tellin me, "我不怕,你怕什么.."
but 我就是怕 mah... hahaha... den in the end he drive lo... keke... if its his old car.. den maybe i might dare to drive... hahaha..

we went to the Mac at AMK... the new one... wif McCafe inside as well... hehe.. always pass by the mac.. but nv went in b4.... it looks big frm outside... hahaha.. but actually hai hao la....
i jus see him eat... hahaha.. cos mama cook dinner le... mama ask.. y ur frenz always ask u out during dinnertime de?
hahaha... 刚巧 mah.. =P

den we swap place... went to another place to chit chat...
alot other couples there wor.... tsk tsk tsk...
haiz.... he's still the same... always asking me move over to his place... =.=" 我每次听听就好 lo... haha....
its so much nearer to my sch leh... onli 3 mrt stops frm sch... haha.... but den.. he sld noe i wont move de mah.... hahaha....

came home ard 10... den had jus my dinner...
tmr will be a boring day.... full day lecture..!! Haiz... 930am to 5pm... jus like working hrs... =.="
but after tat will be going for movie..!! hehehe...


OMG!! My face is disfigured..!!!
suddenly i have alot pimples.... haiz.... dunno wat happen oso.... study stress..??? or not enough slp...??? Hahaha... both oso cannot be de mah.... Lolz... cos i super slack in studying... and i nv slp esp late mah.... but dunno y i wake up quite early recently....
hehehe..

Today was my stats test... Hahaha... Hope i can pass lo....
Hahahaha... same as before... i forget everything once i step out of the exam room...
aiya... dun tink so much....
jus have to pray hard tat i can pass... better still if i can get HD.. which i tink its impossible bah... wahahhaha.... cos i didnt study much.. hahaha... k la... dun expect too much... the more u expect, the more disappointed u will be... Pass 就可以了..!!! =D

After the test.. went out wif some of my SIM frenz... actually we planned to go watch movie de.... Haiz... but den... maybe watching movie is not so good an idea for 7 ppl bah... Hahaha...
we end up going for dinner at a so-so vegeterian place... oh its at far east.. Hahaha.. and we went shopping after that... Hehe....
Bought a belt frm Forever 21....
and after the shopping, we went for a drink at Starbucks... Hahaha...
some of them were tokking abt the meetings for our OB project... but our grp have not even had a single meeting.. Hahaha... Slack la... nvm... we'll be having our 1st 会议 le..

Actually im tired now... Hahahaa... but i haven pom pom... go pom pom liao den go orr orr le.. Hehe...
Nitez~~


Cannot study at all... Cham...
Haiz....

was wif my fren.... accompanying her... brought my notes to study abit...
but cannot study at all...
and i realise that there's alot things which i dunno... i dun like statistics theory..!!!

and i was oso affected by another thing...
i cant concentrate on my studies at all..!!
haiz... im so sad when he said im trying to catch his attention...
he said i onli noe how to cry.... wats wrong with crying when one is sad?? i cant control my emotions de mah....

haiz... felt tat im being treated like a slave....
im like always have to listen to his 使唤.... dunno y i so 犯贱 oso...
i dun feel im being treated as a fren at all... =(

maybe its all my fault... my fault in the 1st place... i sld have listened to him everytime... be his slave... and i wont be crying le lo....
jus nw when i was at my fren's hse... i tot abt the past... i noe its no use tinking abt wat happened in the past... but i cant help it...
i nv cried so much becos of a guy b4.... haiz... maybe im really a cry baby...

i noe how to tell ppl to let go... but y cant i do it...
its easier said than done..
i lost concentration in studying le... today sld be the day tat i m studying... tue is my test... tmr i have lesson... today is the last full day that i can study.. but i cant study at all...
my eyes are teary and tired nw.... how m i to study later??

I muz がんばって le..!!!
加油..!! 加油..!! 加油..!!


I tink alot guys are lik that.... i do not mean all... i said alot...
they betray our trust for them... and end up saying that its us who dun trust them in the 1st place... and they push all the blame to us...

i was tokking to a fren this morning... and she reminds me of how i felt that time...
its too late for us to retract... 爱已生根了...
i oso dunno wat i sld say... Haiz...

i tink im still tinking of him alot.... cos usually i dun dream... but these few days.. i kept dreaming of him....
and i have to wake up in tears...
y so 可怜.... so 可悲....
i received my IR8A frm my last company few days ago.... Haiz... I see the company i tink of him....
although sounds abit no link... but den the place.. the dates... haiz....

went to hark ytd... finally... we haven been there for more than a mth le... but ytd onli me and angela went... becos kd and bw not free....
yyms is no longer united le....
hopefully nxt week... we can get tog bah... Hee...

Hehehe.. ytd we got weicai, the host, to sing 我要快乐.. Hehe.. Its really nice lo.. Hee...
He really v nice.. so give face.. Hahaha...

kd and ly came to meet us after the D&D... we went for a drink tog wif weicai oso..
actually i tink all was v tired alady.. Hahaha.. but so hard to get tog....

its v 可惜 that Hark Music Cafe will no longer be the same frm May onwards... This mth is the last mth that we can go Hark Music Cafe le...
The place where yyms always gather, the place we met new frenz, the place we 1st experience singing with live band, and alot lo....
Hope in future we can still go see performances at Hark tog.. YYMS....
its really v 可惜 lo.... Haiz...


Its been raining these few days lo... So sian de....
make me feel slpy.... *yawnz*

Hehe... i met up wif my sec sch frenz ytd... the few tat i seldom meet up wif...
me, joyce and pei went for dinner at Heeren de village.... we were waiting for janet.... but she's like so bz.... Bz making big money hor.. wahahahaha.... she was supposed to meet us for dinner de.... but den last min got work to do bah....

After our dinner.... we went K... Hahaha... wif KD oso... hahaha.. i so long nv see him le... since his bdae wor... miss him wor... Lolz... He suddenly become v tall.. wahahaha... i say its his shoe thick lo.. but he says i become shorter... =.=" and he v bad..!! he use his armpit to put over my head..!!! wah lao...
smelly smelly..
Hahaha.....

btw ytd's ktv was ex lo... the 4 of us sing... $84 leh.. kaoz... sld have gone to Hark instead la....
Haiz... go hark still got ppl entertain us lo...
and by the time we finish singing.... which is alady abt 130am liao le... tink our Janet haven finish work lo...
si bei jialat leh....
v no life lo... i rather get abit lesser pay.. and work the normal working hrs...

oh.. and thanks to Ultraman for sending me the song... 李岗霖 - 那女孩爱过我... Hehee....
so nice of him still help me convert the song.. Hahahaha
ありがとう...


Wow... Its been raining non-stop since ytd afternoon....
The weather is making me v slpy.... Hahaha... tired tired tired... ( hee.. one of the excuse not to study.. )

Have been out the whole day ytd... Hee...
Went shoppng wif Miss Lee in the afternoon.. Didnt buy anything much... Hahaha... I onli bought something frm La Senza... Its quite cheap wor... Hahaha... 2 for $45.. den i shared with her lo... one each.. hahaha.. and we oso bought bottoms...

We were at PS.. and becos it was raining... we had to take the train to orchard... Hahaha... initially we planned to walk there de... but too bad lo....
Saw a nice dress at Zara... Wah.. but its ex lo.. Haiz...
Oh ya.. saw LY at mango..!! hahaha.. so qiao.. miss her so much.. Hee..
We went to Heeren... cos the other day... i saw a nice top at Mu "木"... but ytd go and see... not nice liao.. Hahaha..

Time's up..!! She gotta go for her lesson liao.. Hahaha... and i meeting other frenz as well...
Den i had to take the train back to Dobby Ghaut again.. Lolz... Bo liao rite... Haahaha...

I met wif angela and Ernest lo... Den Ernest saw his band mate and her fren... Ren hui and Cheryl... Hahaha.. actually i saw Ren hui b4 le... The other time we went for movie tog... Hahaha.. Wif Ernest and Terence... Keke...
Wah.. The 2 gals v cute lo... So nice...

5 of us went for dinner tog... den after the dinner.. RH and Cheryl went to do their stuff... Hahaa.. den 3 of us.. we jus jalan jalan lo...
Go out wif music ppl is lik tat de... we went in to Yamaha... hahaha.. played the piano...
V amazing de lo... a music person can jus write a song anytime anywhere..!! hahaha..
and the way he plays 'drum' on the keyboard... its like 有练过的 lo...
nv 练过的 de leh... but sounds so pro... li hai..!! Hahaha...

We went to watch Letter frm Iwo Jima... hahaha... I tink the show is kinda quiet.... I wan to see WAR..!! but there's not much fighting... Hahaha..
and the show is v long lo...
and i was so tired.. almost fell aslp.. Hahaha...

I've been trying to look for this song... <<李岗霖 - 那女孩爱过我>>
but no one seems to have it... Haiz... Went to baidu to find... But den the song is not complete de... Sian...
Anyone have pls send me okie.. Hee..