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I really hate B. L.. I see her today with her usual fake smile at the hall. dunno who she's smiling to lo. see her keep smiling and smiling and smiling - fakely. I seriously hope i dun have to see her again.
*pray hard*
paper was not easy. damn. its one of the longest paper i have written - in terms of pages. usually my answers are completed within 1 page. but this time, 2 of the qns i wrote 1.5 pages each. and the case study qn, i wrote abt 4 pages long. hahaha. i noe it isnt the length of the answer that counts, its the quality of the ans la.
*pray hard again*

today was onli the 2nd paper i have taken. 2 more to go. OT on the 7th and EG on the 8th. i haven start studying for both of them. but i need a rest la!!! can anot?!?! jus today.
this stupid SM has made me headaches for a few days aldy leh. and i keep dreaming during my slp. usually i dun dream one lo... i mean at nite. cos i onli daydream alot. hai. haven been slping well oso. and this sickening weather is burning ppl to death lo. stay at home oso hot. go out even hotter. no mood to do anything. i jus wan to slp in an aircon room.

anyway, im happy the trip has been cfmed. yeah!!!!! im goin for a great holiday!!!! looking fwd~~
haha...


hai~
the trip is still not cfm yet lo. how?
Y? y? Y? y?

i've alady prepared my holiday mood liao lo. or maybe im 356 days in the holiday mood la. hahaha.
but v sian la.

exams starts this week. i hope it end faster.
goin back to work onli after exam. this whole mth, i onli worked 1 day. i guess my pay is onli ard $30. wat can i do with $30? hmm....


BORING ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


"A leopard nv changes its spot." Comment.


how true is that? maybe to a certain extent. i feel that this sentence doesnt apply to everyone. and i feel that this sentence 害死很多人.. in this entry, i will tell u a story which is linked to this sentence and elaborate on my tots. (不要管我，我中毒太深。。) and i will not mentioned real names here.


ABC had been this playful and very naughty boy since young. but he is a clever boy. he went to a 名校 in pri sch (i considered that as a 名校 cos it really used to be quite popular.) den went to a good sec sch. at least better than the sch i went. didnt complete his diploma and came out to the society to work and play. frm wat i noe, he party quite often.


there was one incident which left a v deep impression on me. maybe on everyone else too.
he partied one nite and den got slashed at the back. went to the hospital to sew up. hey its a v long slash okay. i've seen it and it looks so painful. if i were the one to be slashed, i guess i'll cry until i die instead of bleed until die. anyway he didnt die la. still living nicely to date.
tat was an accident. i heard it was becos the 'slasher' slash the wrong guy. i dunno the real story either.
i tot this kind of thing onli happen in the movies/dramas. nv expect it to happen in real life. and somemore its someone 'close' to me. anyway this happened few yrs ago.


i guess 'we' always tink of him mixing ard with the wrong bunch of frenz. always 吃喝嫖赌 lo. how bad. i noe many ppl have super bad impression of him and some even look down on him. so sad lo. actually i kinda pity him. i tink he's a v clever person, jus that he didnt fully make use of it at the right place la. everytime something happen, he's always the one to be blamed. i tink he always gets blamed for things he nv do. poor thing.
most ppl onli see the bad side of him. but who really tried to understand him? probably his frenz la. actually i see him as one having alot of 上进心 lo. he went to get a pte diploma and from an ah beng, he is now doin a managerial position at a bank. he has to support his whole family of 4 since he is the onli one working now. imagine the stress and burden he has. he mentioned getting a degree but its not within his limits.


he has tried hard. but there are still ppl who cant accept him. ppl will say he is the leopard who cant change his spots. and i tink he oso 任命 liao. i nv heard him complained anything b4. 这一点是让我欣赏他的地方.
i guess he has proved himself to be good. ppl jus have to give him more chances.
i forgot wat else i wan to say liao. tired.


i have 3 mosquito bites on my left hand. big and red and swollen and itchy.
so irritating. studying makes me feel irritated too. esp when i can get nth into my head. cant really say nth. but when im studying this chpt, i forgot wat i studied previously. kns.
guerilla marketing strategy is in my head now~~ i dun even rem wat the previous chpt is abt. y? y? y? y? y? y?

mopiko is not helping at all. =.=

went for haircut + treatment ytd. was commented that i have alot of white hair. study too hard? haha. went amk hub for movie. had prata at the ah mei cafe. not nice at all. i tink i wont feel like eating prata for the nxt few mths. tried to 'lu' abit time at amk hub cos our show is not starting so soon. den i spent money lo. haha. amk hub oso can spend money leh. went faceshop to buy a loose powder and a mask. went to a shop to get the dbl eyelid glue. went to try on shoes. wanted to buy but no size. heng. help me save money. haha.
F&F4 so nice lo. the start alady make me v excited liao. so exciting~
had dinner den home. nv study ytd. or maybe i did. haha. i brought my sm notes out. during my hair treatment, i read thru 1 chpt. so hardworking rite. haha.

today is whole day at home lo. watched handsome suit online. hahaha. cos i got so sick of studying. my hands were tired. very tired cos i wrote alot of notes. (less than 1 chpt. haha.) shall cont writing my notes later la.

so sick of seeing ugly ppl. i dun mean appearances. i mean heart. ugly hearts lo. tats y i hope Captain Planet can help to 'clean' ppl's heart.
"Captain Planet, he's the hero. Goin to take pollution down to zero.. ... The power is YOURS!!"
i so old. belong to the captain planet era leh. haha.

anyway dun try to tink u noe me frm inside out okie. how wld u noe me if i dun even noe myself. ばか!
i tink i've changed to an extent that im no longer the old self. probably its becos i've grown up abit, seen abit of stuffs, experienced abit of stuffs, heard abit of stuffs, etc. im glad i've changed becos i see things clearer. 领悟 many stuffs. at the same time, i miss my old self.
i oso realise im stronger than some ppl. not the weight lifting kind la. i cant carry heavy things either cos my hands will 脱臼. weak in that la. haha. but i tink im strong becos i have many supportive frenz ard. i try to relax alot. staying happy is my 'secret' to de stress and of cos to stay young!!! hahaha. many ppl say i dun look my age. lolz. or isit they bluff me??? dunno la. but i tink its due to the way i behave oso la. actually i tink my 内心 is abt my age la.
anyway the age is not the main point. i feel v sian alady. cos some ppl assume he noes me so well to comment on wat i say/do/write/feel/etc. jus making an ASS out of U and ME. dun ever ASSUME! grow up and move on!!

hai~ do i sound angry? im not angry la. im alrite. maybe jus unhappy abt some things and exams la. i still can "hee hee haa haa" la..

p/s: the bejeweled blitz on facebook is so boring but i keep playing.


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life is short. some ppl try so hard to survive and yet some dun treasure it.
some ppl treasure what they have so dearly yet some jus take everything for granted.
im somewhere in the middle i tink. deep down, i treasure everything dearly. im so 幸福 to have my family for being so supportive in watever things i do. even though they nag at times. im probably the kind of 千金小姐 in many ppl's eyes. i seldom do housework, i go to expensive sch, i travel quite alot, etc. i dun really like wat ppl see me as cos i tink 千金小姐 is like kinda useless - in a way. im probably lucky im born in my family. who sld i thank? god/jesus ma? no! they got 100% nth to do with where im born in/at. i thank no one but my parents who create the very good environment for their children to grow in. (although sometimes i find it not warm enough. maybe im asking for too much.)
i dunno y i am tokking abt all these. i suddenly miss my parents even though we are jus under the same roof at the moment. i wan to tell them i LOVE them alot. but its not the 'culture' that we tell one another this kinda things.

and i tink i miss loving. and how long have i stop loving a guy? seems v long.
i've probably seen/heard abt too many 'bad' guys. alrite, i understand that no one is perfect. neither am i, so i cant ask too much rite? but i cant possibly love someone whom i noe is really v bad rite. anyway i dun love any guy rite now la.
no guys i've been with is really that bad. but they arent any good either. at the point when we r in a rs, we onli see the good in one another. its until u split up and see many better ones, u realise u r stupid to be stucked with the previous one for that period. but those can be part of the growing up experiences.
hai. i dunno wat im trying to say either.
but the point is i dun see any good guys currently. many guys are jus into getting physical with gals whom they are not even in a rs with. some of these guys are single, some attached with gf, some even married. some end up breaking up with gf, some even leave their wives and children. so sad. however, we cant totally blame guys on all these la. some gals are the 'causes' of the whole thing. if gals dun allow any of the not-so-good activities to happen, it wont have taken place at all mah.
some ppl even say due its religion beliefs. becos some religion doesnt discourage premarital sex, it doesnt mean its no good okay.. some religion strongly disagree premarital sex, but who cares rite? its v contradicting cos these ppl say they respect and listen to their god, but den.. they cldnt resist the urge lo. i noe of a 'fren' and his gf (i dunno his gf) who are the religious type. his gf didnt wan premarital sex, so the guy had sex with other gals 'secretly' lo. anyway this para is the religious part that i do not like to touch on.

i tink i noe more than 50 guys who arent faithful to their gf/wives de lo.. or some who are single, having many flings. makes me scared of noeing anymore guys. esp this kind. see la.. how to find a good guy lik tat? aiyo..
i wish im blinded by all these ugly faces. the more i noe, the more i fear and wan to avoid. when u r blinded, u will be more daring to love again.


p/s: im still straight. hahaha.

p/p/s: as im typing this entry, someone im once crazy for called. we chatted for quite awhile. a happy chat. :) im v happy.


all projects finished. had my ep presentation too. wah. so nervous lo. i tink i 口吃. hai. hope can pass the presentation la. its onli 6%. dun tink ai yat will fail ppl for the presentation la. i muz believe in her. haha.
time to study liao lo. my 1st paper is very very soon. and i haven started.
this week needa work la.
hope i have time to study lo.
jia you!