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dinner with aunty den to look for ROM shoes. found nth. den aunty's fren called. coming down to fetch. wah seh.. super rich guy lo. dunno how come so rich oso. he came down to centrepoint with his BMW to pick me and aunty den went to PS.

i was listening to them tok. haiz. i really cant chap into their conversation. all abt cars, condos, watches and stocks. =.=" onli every now and den chap abit when they are joking.
the guy wanna get ANOTHER car - porsche. and maybe another 7-seater de for his chauffeur. =.= not goin to sell the BMW. so many cars for wat? anyway i noe nth abt cars. i onli noe its 4-wheeled.
den they were tokking abt another common fren who is richer than him. dunno wat branded car again la. dunno its volvo or wat la. put 80% downpayment (CASH!!) de lo. =.="

den i dunno wat condo he's looking at la. the mthly installment is like 9 times my mthly allowance!!!!

but overall he's a nice guy. nice to tok to if he isnt tokking abt cars, condos and stocks. hahaha.. cos i dun understand them at all. and the most exp watch i heard of is the rolex onli. they were tokking abt even higher end watches. haiz~ rich ppl.. tsk tsk tsk.

wah... den his dream proposal is exactly the same as my dream proposal. on a yatch. propose liao den the makeup artists and stylists all get ready inside the yatch aldy. dress the gal up, den when the yatch reach the harbour, all the guests will be there liao.
so nice~~

wah... i feel like im living in a different world. if onli im 1/3 as rich as him. envy but im still satisfied with the current life.


the night b4 our presentation, i slpt less than 2 hrs. =.="
we stayed in sch until 11+pm. and the security came to chase us out. we tot we were locked inside becos all the gates at level 1 were locked. we had to get to the second flr in order to get out of sch. and the security guard oso dunno how to tell us how to get out. he jus came and ask angrily, "u all nv hear the announcement that sch is closing meh?"
seriously, we nv heard that lo.
haiz. and me and bobby shared a cab home. his condo was v nice lo. looks lik hotel lik tat. haha. mama asked y my face so white. im all along white de mah. hahhaa.
but tat day my 'white' was becos of the cab ride home. serious car sick again. broke out in cold sweat. and i tot i was goin to die cos i felt really v sick during the journey. came home with a 'white' face without any 血色.

bathed and continue the pjt. =.=" I printed out the whole report + appendices lo. but short of 2 appendices becos they were with other ppl.
i had to do the content page oso. =.=" read abit of the incomplete slides. and i went to slp only at 4+am lo. the rest aldy went to slp liao. haiz.
and i woke up at 545am to prepare and go to sch. haiz. less than 2 hrs leh. old ppl sld not stay up so late de mah.

and so i reached sch at 830 becos they say we sld go thru everything tog. the ppt. but all the slides were with bobby and he was late. he reached at almost 930. so scary lo. but heng he reached b4 our slot.

i hate presentations. i get so nervous that i dunno wat i am tokking abt. heng its more ok during the QNA. after that, we tried to print the other 2 appendices. the guys went to print it. the printing was super ugly lo. they printed so small that i cannot even see what was on it. haiz... see la. but bo bian.. anyway its finally over le... the most tedious pjt i have ever done. maybe becos i do too much of it. haiz..

went for lunch with rach, pam, huang, bobby and anthony at a hawker centre. rach recommended beef noodles but we all tink its okie. and she bluff us by saying its v cooling at the hawker. its damn hot la. we were all wearing formal leh.

went home and slp. wah.. i really need slp badly lo. slpt in the noon, woke up at 7+. den slpt again at nite ard 11+. i dun tink i have ever slpt so much in a day b4.
im still tired today.

but i went out with jun today. =) went for movie and shopping and dinner. went for a chat with dar b4 we go for our movie. watched gamer. the show was not nice, i tink la.. went shopping at taka, wisma and den far east. i suddenly rem i sld get a new epilator. i've used mine for dunno how many donkey years liao. its time to change a new one. and i wan a more powerful one. hahaha.

we had dinner at the korean restaurant. v v full. i tink i still feel v full now. i like to eat their 开胃菜, esp the white color long long thing with the red sauce. lol. i dunno wats that. dunno its radish or wat la. but thats wat i usually describe to the waiter. hahaha.. but the white color long long thing with the red sauce's standard has dropped. not as sour as b4 liao. we ordered the seafood pancake, a seafood soup with SMOOTH beancurd and a bibimbap. bibimbap's standard oso drop liao. tsk tsk tsk.

jun bought so many many things today lo. me envy. haha. i onli bought a eyebrow color frm ettusias, 2 pair of shoes frm mondo. thats all. i threw away my shoe at the shop and changed to the new one immediately. my old shoe was rotten aldy. lol.
i feel like getting dresses, tops, bottoms, new glasses, hair accessories, blah blah blah..

haiz.. gotta prepare for exams soon. sickening. i got no break until i graduate. =( hope i grad faster.


i hate getting stuck. not smooth liao.
and now i have nth to do. have to wait for ppl to finish their work so that i can compile everything.

at this phase, the belbin SPI is true. i really hate to delegate. becos ppl cant finish the work by the deadline i gave. i rather do it all by myself. and so that nite, i stayed up until 6am jus to redo many of the parts by myself and oso to edit the whole report. i dunno y ppl jus cant try to do a good job. references oso dun give. cant even finish editing the whole thing lo.
slpt for 4 hrs den wake up, slack abit and cont with the editing. finish all the editing by that nite. and its not complete becos i still need some other info frm some ppl.

i cant balance the balance sheet lo!! im completely clueless on how the bal sheet sld look like. and ppl can jus tell me they oso dunno how to do, and that im better with accounts. kns!! where the hell did they get the idea that im better with accounts?
so, i've done most the whole report, most of the appendix, all the powerpoint slides except the design. am i goin to get most of the marks??
and im still not done with it. still waiting for some ppl to send me their work which was supposed to be dued 1 mth ago!!!! 1 mth after the deadline i set and they cant even do a good job.

the other day, i saw a fren of my grp mate. and the fren still commented that my grp mate like v free this sem lo. kns!! where got free!! free becos nv do work mah. of cos free la! wait for ppl like me to cover backside.

aunty say y i do so many things... end up oso get same score with the rest. haiz...
i wan to do well mah. but grp mates are not cooperative. how?
damn pek chek liao la....


rainy day.

i dislike rainy days when im out. sickening. my shoe is wet. and it feels real uncomfortable. my shoe is goin to rot. i need a new pair of shoe. serious. that pair has been with me since starting of this year. haven really had a pair of shoe that lasted so long. haha.

went to the temple today. got a avg-good 签. most of the things i 求 are not bad la. except $$. i tink my $$ luck has always been bad. saved so hard and i took out $100 frm the savings to buy some stuffs. haiz... if not for the bills i paid, i'd still have money lo. shitty.
went to collect my pay cheque too. i guess 1/3 of it will be going "SOMEONE"'s bdae present!!! Hahah... u noe who u r la, BW. LOLz.. i will be spending 1/3 of my pay on ur present leh!! so u sld noe wat to do nxt yr during Aug la.. hahahaha.

im having a bad headache now. feeling giddy and nauseous. but i still gotta re-do my cash flow statements. =.=
realise that im supposed to do quarterly cash flow for the 2nd and 3rd yr. (i did it on a yearly basis. =.=)
=( gotta redo now. haiz.....


i realise i totally fit the the characterics in Belbin SPI. maybe most of it.

CF COMPLETER-FINISHER

Characteristics
Painstaking, orderly, conscientious, anxious

Completers, or Completer-Finishers, have a great capacity for follow-through and attention to detail, and seldom start what they cannot finish. They are motivated by internal anxiety, although outwardly they may appear unruffled. Typically, they are introverts who don't need much external stimulus or incentive. Completer-Finishers dislike carelessness and are intolerant of those with a casual disposition. Reluntant to delegate, they prefer to tackle all tasks themselves.

Function
Completer-Finishers are invaluable where tasks demand close concentration and a high degree of accuracy. They foster a sense of urgency within a team and are good at meeting schedules. In management, they excel by the high standards to which they aspire, and by their concern for precision, attention to detail and follow-through.

Strengths
A capacity for fulfilling their promises and working to the highest standards.

Allowable Weaknesses
A tendency to worry about small things and a reluctance to let go.


I delegate leh. but ppl ignore. nobody replies my email 95% of the time. if not they have excuses like having to do other pjts/work. and does that mean i dun have other pjts/work to do? didnt go work for 2 weeks aldy lo. and seldom have time to even go out. kept rejecting my long awaited opportunity and have been slping onli 4 - 5 hrs daily jus to help these ppl do THEIR work. yet i see ppl goin out so often and partying. is this even fair?????
im not good at meeting schedules if ppl dun do their parts. but i try to meet my own schedule.
im maybe not as high standard as stated.
the rest... i tink quite true. im an introvert! haha. and im really intolerant of those with casual disposition toward their work. How true!!

and my sem-ly headache is back. Great!!


no matter how bz i am, i still make time for my weekly muz-see show - 超級星光大道!!! yeah!

recently this PK guy caught my attention. haha. looks not bad, singing is ok la. not bad. he is an ang moh and his chinese is good la.
considering an ang moh singing chinese songs, he's good.

anyway i dun really listen to ang moh songs. or sld i say, i dun listen to ang moh songs at all! haha. so i dunno how ang moh songs sld be sung. as in techniques, etc. no comments on ang moh songs la. but im sure there's a difference in singing ang moh songs and chinese songs la.
being a chinese song listener, i tink he sang this ang moh song with alot emotions that touched me!! 真的会起鸡皮疙瘩的! muahahaha. dun really noe wat i meant? nvm. jus watch the video.

but den again, its my own point of view. cos i read some comments, some ppl really dun like his way of singing. i dun tink he sings super good. its the emotions that he puts in attract me.
haha..


Mooncake festival (月饼节) is coming!!
I found 2 boxes of mooncakes in the fridge. hahaha..
opened the fridge and saw 2 pink boxes. v nice boxes.





its my fault again that i dun wanna meet.
y muz i travel so far (cityhall far rite?) jus to meet him for prob 10 mins and den go home? wasting my time rite? furthermore, i tink i dun feel like seeing him anymore.
have been finding excuses not to meet aldy. its jus not the right time.

and im really damn bz with pjt la. 5 more pjts and we've onli started 1 of it. and for this particular one, i tink im doin 3 ppl's work cos there are 2 loafers. tink i too stressed that i can onli slp after 3am and wake up at 8+am to do all the work again. stressed to the max aldy. am v unsatisfied with my work done too.
dunno y i so suay kena all these 不顺 things at one go.

feel like letting go of everything. but that is not my style aldy. i still have a teeny weeny bit of responsibility inside me lo. not like some other pplS.
i feel llike slping. i feel like doing nth.