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im here again. =.=" sld be doing my WIL2 now. but im stucked again. brain is goin to stop functioning for WIL2 soon. i hope im half done by now. hopefully i dun have to edit my part again lo.
realised sch starts nxt tue! less than a week! thats like super damn fast la.. and coming sem is goin to be real bz!! busier than last sem lo. i onli wished for coorperative grp mates and regular slp.
i haven really enjoyed myself to the fullest this "holiday" lo. maybe becos of my sickness oso la. i cant sing, cant tok, cant drink, cant do anything much with the horrible cough. and im still coughing now. =.="

sun was out with jun. shopping and movie. bought a white dress ($15) and 2 hair clips ($5 & $7) frm F21. super cheap de lo. esp the dress. im so satisfied with wat i bought. hahaha.
anyway bodyguards and assassins is not bad. but the actors die so fast... alot of them onli come out awhile and den died. the movie was quite long. and restaurants were closed when we finish the movie. we had dinner at mac and den went home.

mon, mama was on leave, so i brought her out. hahaha. she nv been to 313 mah. brought her to see see look look. im so nice rite.. hee.. =)
den i bought a cheapo watch. one of the fake bling fell off aldy. even b4 i officially start wearing it. =.=" really is 一分钱一分货. doesnt matter la. im not really used to wearing watches oso. haha.

today is 30th dec. they have officially become mr and mrs toh.
i dunno how i sld be feeling. im shocked, angry, sad, empty brained. he didnt even tell me abt it. even when he called me the day b4. maybe he jus wans to meet up on his bachelor nite. but isnt that weird oso? haiz.. dunno la.
it jus feels weird lo. sld i pretend that i dunno abt it or wat?

and J jus keeps scaring me. he rems everything i said. even things that i said 5 or 6 yrs ago. i dun even rem the things until he brought them up. he sometimes really scares me. i feel im being stalked lo. and i rem i nv gave him my phone num the first time we met. but he has it. scary isnt it.. everything he does now scares me. he's lik a pervert aldy.
i noe my life is complicated becos of some ppl i met. hai~

ok la... im very ok.
and im so looking fwd to nxt week. not the sch and the due date. but becos will be collecting my ring. hahaha... so excited.
and will be goin to rach's place for a baking session. excited oso!
and final pay is ready for collection. excited!


little india for lunch with the sch gals. cos rach was craving for naan since dunno when. haha.. and pam gave us each a little pressie. so sweet of her.
we all acc rach to go thread her brow. and pam shun bian did a pedi there.
after that, rach and me acc pea back to office to pass up the petty cash voucher, while pam went off to meet her fren aldy. saw wendy at the office. she slimed down quite abit after giving birth lo. tats fast. and her face looks small lo. so good.
we den decide to walk to somerset. it was really a walkable distance la.. stopped to buy bean curd tart. the whole shop smells nice. i didnt get any cos i wanted the mixed one. sold out aldy la.. so good hearted pea let me tried half of the bean curd tart (we shared la). its nice. not too sweet. anyway im not a v egg tart person. i onli like to eat 1 or 2 mouths of it and throw the rest away. haha.

continued walking. the weather was damn hot. we gave up walking when we reached dobby ghaut mrt. lol. took 1 stop to somerset lo. we love aircon!!!
have been touring in 313 these few days. i like the forever21!!! 4 storeys of it!

we shopped and shopped and shopped.
den we all parted. hahaa... we got our own activities la. i meeting mrs wee.
dinner with mrs wee at crystal jade la mian. shopped. bought xmas pressie for 豆豆.
we went to alot boutiques la. cos mrs wee wanted to get a bag.

saw fann wong and chris lee at loewe!!
fann wong is so so so so so pretty lo.. *envy*
tall and slim. complexion as good as a baby's. and she's so fair. so pretty lo. mrs wee says she's like 'poreless'!!! i oso wan!
chris lee is oso handsome la... good build. but my eyes are focused on mrs lee. hahaha..
and she's carrying a orange birkin bag lo. so nice! i oso wan!
she buy so many things frm loewe lo. and manly chris help to carry. so man~
十指紧扣. so loving~

hahaha... enough of mr and mrs lee..
gucci was having sales. and the queue was sooooo long lo. we waited for at least 15 mins to get in bah. came out with nth.
went ard chanel, lv, burberry, etc.
i tink i like most of the bags frm miumiu leh. maybe i'll try to get a couple nxt yr if i visit tat particular country. hahahaha.. so pretty lo.
my leg almost broke that day frm all the walking and shopping. it was a long day.

pat called me early in the morning but i still wanted to slp. so i didnt ans.
mama worked half day cos it was xmas eve. jio me to nrthpoint. haha... so hip rite.
lunched.
anyway pat called to offer me a job. so nice lo. but too bad i cant commit. she's a nice lady. hee..

btw i had my official 1st bling that day. 0.47carat! and its mine!!!
but i haven got it yet. sent for alteration of the size. =) will onli be ready in 2 weeks time! so happy.

merry xmas!

xmas day was out with 豆豆. we meet at my place as usual. i saw her paper bag. den i was like 'oh no, 不会这么巧吧' in my heart la.. i saw the pressie. haha.. den i kept quiet. we went to my 2nd home (orchard) again. lunched at KFC cos she wanted to try the v exciting chicken. hahaha. hiam!
of cos i didnt order that la. im not as brave. haha.
she opened up my gift for her. hahahaa... we bought exactly the same thing, frm the same outlet. Fancl collagen drink frm ngee ann city. really v 巧 lo. but we got other things for each other oso la. i got a mask and a testtube of chocolates. thank you my rove~

we watched alvin and the chipmunks. clever me bought the tix early on wed. it was full hse lo. or almost full la. sporeans got nth better to do one mah. so cinemas are alwyas crowded on holidays. hahaha..
went to shop AGAIN. i bought 2 eyeliners (brown and black) and a nail polish.
dinner at Ah Yat. we order the set meal. it comes with a shark fin, abalone rice and a bird nest dessert. the abalone is soooo BIG lo. and there's ALOT of bird nest lo. =.="
but overall its still not bad. quite worth the price oso. cos it was not really tat ex. haha.

went to meet serene and her bf at the roof garden. took pics here and there. hahaha...
den cabbed home.
cab journey was bad.

today im at home whole day. resting. really v tired.
watched xing guang. bad.
online the whole day. saw some nice dresses on f21. feel like buying and keep. lol. dunno keep for wat oso la. i tink i need some dresses for aunty's wedding. needa start preparing. dunno wat the theme will be like. gotta lose weight oso. gotta save up oso. wedding needs alot money.
haha.. machiam my own wedding. but since she is my best fren... im goin to give her a really big ang bao. hahaha...

i tink im goin to get a watch. not really those high end kind cos i dun like wearing watches. but i tink a watch will give a better image at interviews bah. wear watch looks like machiam got alot 时间观念 mah. hahaha. thats my opinion la.
i haven started looking for jobs la. but maybe within these few mths lo. so i need a watch. maybe soon. haha..
and i need heels too. my heels are all not v formal lo.
but i got no income anymore. =(

im goin to meet jun tmr~ =)

feeling tired today. got feeling my relative is visiting soon. cramps... i hate cramps!!
my word doc has been open since i finished watching xing guang. its still empty now!! how to squeeze out my part by 31st.. haiz. i gotta jiayou aldy.
so holiday mood lo! and its due on the 8th!! we need time to edit oso.
im slow this holiday. haiz...

ok i tink im not blogging these few days. so..
Happy New Year in advance!!


everyone ard me is getting married lo. applying for hdbs... den i told 豆豆 i oso wanna get married. my 豆豆 says she'll proposh to me in 5 yrs time. hahaha... i'll become an old hag by then. lol. thanks my rove~

anyway J wanna support me since im jobless now. lol...
anyway he and 豆豆 are not the same person. lol. i jus realised 1 is bean and the other is pea. lol....
i copied part of the log here. i onli changed his nick. names sld be protected.


and im still waiting for wat he's goin to share with me.... hmm.. kinda scary.
wat is he goin to tell me? wat has he encountered?
is he goin to tell me that he's married/attached but wanna leave his partner to be with me?
is he goin to tell me that he's married/attached but wanna keep me as a mistress?
is he goin to tell me he's dying and wan me to acc him for the rest of his few yrs?
etc etc etc...
he hasn't share anything with me lo.

actually my ans to tat particular qn was super lame la.... hahaha....
but i really dunno how to ans him le.
and where got ppl propose on msn one.... no flowers, no ring... ~.~" not sincere at all la....


im officially jobless now. have been retrenched. (retrenched sounds better than sacked.)
received several missed calls ytd. didnt pick up the calls cos i was watching Avatar. and oso becos the numbers are unknown numbers. actually the numbers looked familar la. and i sorta guessed where its frm. but i jus dun like answering calls frm ppl not in my phonebook. hahaha... im onli ABIT dao la.

den when we were having dinner, 豆豆 received a call frm pat. officially informing her abt the news. i received the same call after awhile. but did not pick up. i really missed it la. but i called back after awhile. so is it equivalent to me being the one who quit, and not being retrenched? lol.. anyway pat informed us that danny liew said that all partimers need not go back to work anymore. how can they dun wan me, such a HARDWORKING worker? although i like to go as and when i like, always msning, always playing games during work, but im still hardworking okie...
so the company is closing down soon? even the sales and tm dept are closed down suddenly. hai~ and i tot the economy is picking up aldy. is it really that bad?
i got retrenched. im still so young... i lost my income aldy...
who wanna 养我?

lol... but i dun tink i'll be finding another job at the moment. at least wait till WIL2 is over. and see if my coming sem is bz anot lo....
im goin to be so poor aldy lo. =(

anyway ytd was pjt meeting. met at heeren mac. split the tasks and we're done. fast and efficient. lunched at thai express cos i have the 1 for 1 coupon. and nadia got citybank card. we got free desserts.
pam went to work and nadia went to prada to see a bag. 豆豆 acc me to shop for xmas pressies..
and den we went to watch Avatar. the theatre was full hse lo. and the china guy sitting in front of me sat so straight. i cant see. ~.~"
i have to sit very very very straight and keep moving my head in order to catch the subtitles. i turn left, i cannot see the right, i turn right, i cannot see the left. i tink the person sitting me muz be frustrated lo. my neck almost broke after the movie.
the F21 at 313 was big lo.... so nice.. good time for shopping when im retrenched. =)
dinner at orchard central.
after dinner, we took the very very very long escalator to the roof garden. damn scary la....
roof garden is soooooo dark at nite. now i prefer the day view.
took alot photos there. lol.... testing my camera. dunno wat mode to use la... gave up.
went to have desserts and la teh....
comfortable.... relaxing....
and it rained.
cabbed home.

and becos im retrenched, im home today doing nth much. wanna try doing WIL2. my notes are beside me but i've not read a single word frm it. good.... =)
i shall relax today.

tmr will be an exciting day cos im goin to little india~ hahaha... hope it'll not be too scary~
ciao~


was finally able to meet up with YYMS on fri. =)
dinner at AMK hub. long chats too.

spent the weekend at home rotting. 星光 is getting more and more boring every season.
watched alot of 宫心计 too. lol..
dun usually watch HK dramas. but it was not bad.

baked beer cake today. y beer? i dunno. it jus suddenly came to my mind.
1st tried beer cake in hokkaido. it was not bad.
the one i baked doesnt taste like the one i had in hokkaido. anyway i 'accidentally' put tooooooo much beer in it. there's smth wrong with my brain bah. i saw "1 cup of beer", but i poured in "1 can of beer". =.=" how stupid.
i dun like beer btw. hate it. but it looks not bad. =)

im still coughing.

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im a 老板娘 (soon-to-be)!!!


went to JB city square on monday wif my 豆豆. haha.. our 1st OVERSEAS trip.
that nite b4, i found 1 kimite. hahahaha.. expired aldy la. for at least 3 mths. but i scared i'll buay tahan the bus journey in to JB. so i jus went ahead and used it. i tink there's not much effect aldy. cos the journey in was not v nice. or prob the bus jerk too much. haiz.. =.="
we reached ard 2pm+. had lunch and went to do our nails. i dunno how long we ate and how long we did our nails. but it was aldy 5pm+ when we are finished with nails. time flies sooooo fast lo.
shopped awhile. but there's nth to buy. i onli bought a few pouches. will be good for putting cosmetics. =)
nth to shop we oso can shop until 7pm+ and den have dinner at swensons. hahaha. dinner was real cheap de la. the ice cream was on 50% 'sale'. so we ordered 2. haha... committing suicide lo.
i tink we both ate at RM40+. cheap cheap. ^_^
anyway the stuff frm skinfood is cheaper there lo. so nice.
reached home ard 10pm+. almost 11pm. hahaha.. citysquare oso can walk so long. 真是佩服!! haha..
mama say the nails are not nice. and that i can do a better job myself. dunno to be sad or happy.

watched The Princess & The Frog on tue. it's been such a long time since i watch such a WaltDisney show. princessy. hehehe... not bad la. some parts are quite funny. but it'll suit kids more lo.
walked ard at cwp abit. went to metro and to the lancome counter. i asked 豆豆 to go and try the things she wanted to get. the salesoldwoman was v bad. she asked whether we are in our late 20s or mid 20s. where in the hell do we look like LATE 20s!!!!!!! no one ever guessed im late 20s lo. kns.
i've always 在乎 this age thingy since 18 yr old bah. i feel sad when ppl guessed my age or when ppl guess it older lo. haiz.... late 20s... so sad lo.. =(
went to sch sadly.. for re-enrollment. its kinda stupid cos we all have to re-enrol ourselves every half a yr. they cant auto re-enroll us lo. tsk!
work after the enrollment. boring and tired. recently no mood to work. hahaha. went to office, sat there and stare at the screen. have been inefficient lately. maybe becos boss not ard. hehehe..
anyway i was quite sad abt wat the lancome salesoldwoman said. went to buy meiji collagen tea. anyway its real cheap oso la. jus try try lo. no harm. and it tastes not bad lo.. =)

today was spent at home. doing nth 有用. lol..
jus had dinner at nrthpoint with janet, pei and aunty. haven seen janet ever since she left for switzerland. damn long aldy lo. as bz as b4.
hahaha... bw dun be jealous okie. =)

i need to do some more xmas shopping!!
yeah!! im goin to the v lomantic place wif 豆豆 on xmas. so lomantic i tink i'll be v nice to do my solemnization there. =)
and i tink i need to start planning for a ft job aldy. need to decide wat i wanna do after grad. time to be serious. anyone got job lobang muz tell me wor.
so scary~~~~~
need to brush up my ang moh, my networking skills, this skill, that skill, blah blah blah...


so tired now. insomnia last nite. weird. had aldy handed in WIL2 1st assignment. but i still cant slp well. haiz~
having a headache now lo. and so giddy~~~~ nauseous too. haiz...
sldnt be caused by the med i tink. i feel like falling aslp aldy lo but im not an afternoon nap person. so i shall try to keep myself awake.

fri nite, i was on the way back home. train was v crowded. i was standing at the 'hole' near the door. when the train stopped, an uncle's elbow brushed my wave. i dun tink it was on purpose la cos the train was really crowded. but his after-actions are damn disgusting lo. cos he kept smiling. =.=" so 变态. so 恶心.
i was really suay lo. haiz.

went work ytd. did nth except playing games, surfing net and chatting. haha. celebrated moris's bdae. so good when there're no bosses ard. hee.. =)
after work, we really walked frm office to the cathay.. and den to orchard. haha.. 厉害吧！^_^
did some xmas shopping and den went for movie. New Moon was not bad la.. Jacob is soooo hamsom. not the face but his body. so nice.. haha.. so many pacs. and his teeth soo white. lol. home swt home after movie. =)

now someone is asking me to call him back. haiz. i dread talking to him anymore. always bring me disappointment.
my phone is switched off just in case. ~.~"


cough got worse. this morning when i coughed, there's blood. not as much as the mthly blood la. but each time, its a few times more than a pimple's blood. is that considered alot?
i tink parents got irritated by my cough. im irritated by it too. but i cant control. i need to cough in order to get air. i hope its not any incurable disease. haiz. i hate to cough. so tired aldy.
and i can cough until i perspire alot lo. consider an exercise?

cough pls stop~ heal me, whoever 保佑我.

went to see the doc in the afternoon cos the clinic was super crowded in the morning. doc gave me another kind of cough med. stronger, she says. said my blood was due to the coughing. too much coughing until my throat burst!
ok, she didnt say burst. but my throat was bloody red frm the coughing. ok, she didnt say bloody red either. i forgot wat she said. ~.~"
got smth for my weak&tight&sensitive airway and smth for my poor throat.

anyway im still coughing badly now. haiz.....
enough is enough. let me heal pls.

im still not in the mood for WIL2 assignment. jialat. my 1800 words...
jialat. v jialat.
bad. v bad.
lazy. v lazy.
slow. v slow

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hardworking-ly blogging once in 2 days. =)
y cant i be more hardworking in doing my WIL2 leh? less than a week. and i've onli written 1 paragraph! so efficient this time huh..

out with junnie ytd. watched Ninja Assassin cos she wanted to watch it! bloody show. disgusting lo. and she was eating the hotdog with chilli sauce. haha. i wonder how she put them into her mouth.
shopped ard. nth to buy leh. i've been tinking wat xmas gifts i sld get for frenz. hai~ 伤脑精.
ended up not buying any xmas gifts la. anyway muz wait till i get my pay oso. cos i spent too much online shopping. =P gotta save up after xmas cos i took out my savings to use aldy. ahhhhh... my korea trip~~
anyway whole day onli bought a hairband frm far east.
i've been spending lesser when im out with junnie aldy lo. hahaha. such a good gal i am.

dinner at far east and den went 'la kopi' at ion. i cant drink anything else so i ordered steamed milk. lol. shopped ard abit more and den back home.
and young gals are wearing shorter and shorter aldy lo. jus ytd, i've seen 2 pairs of butt cheeks aldy. =.=" lik tat nice meh? call me conservative or watever. even i have the assets or the courage to dress that way, i oso wont lo. its jus not nice to show ur ass in the public, esp when some ppl dun have a nice one.
im still the traditional old me la. hahaha. so conservative~ LoL.

last nite, i was goin thru my testimonials in frenster. hahaha. yes still frenster!
so many memories~
it reminded me how much i've grown and changed. v touched after reading some, esp those written by aunty. although she doesnt read this, i muz still say i love her v much. haha.
i've grown..
frm a rich kid to a poor adult. frm temperless to bad tempered. frm good singer to a bad one. frm being faithful to someone to even more faithful. frm a clubber to a non clubber. frm a sun tanner to a non sun tanner. frm having fetish with blueblacks to looking fwd to blueblacks. frm a siao char bor to someone so demure. lol.
it's nice to read those testimonials after so long. some nice memories~ =)


results are out. cleared all. ahhhh.. relieved. =)
even got a distinction for EV. hahaha. MY very hard earned di. im beginning to like entrepreneurial modules. hahaha.. im goin to be an entrepreneur. =)
gotta 'bia' 1 more sem and it'll be the end of studies. have wasted too much time and youth on studies.

but its still kinda scary to go back to the workforce. gotta be really committed this time. not like my current job which allows me to go and dun go as and when i like. hahaha..
have onli worked less than 4 hrs this week. lol.
bo bian la. too weak.

ytd attended dear's simulation presentation. lol. i was to act as a customer. so funny. and so pathetic when i revealed my income, savings and spendings. lol. that pathetic amt of money. haiz.
after that, meet darlin for movie at iluma. wanted to watch Gokusen. but the timing that we wanted to watch suddenly dun have liao. ~.~"
so we watched Couples Retreat instead. i dun understand y new shows wld cost more than the usual ones lo. anyway we bought the tickets at $8.50. we cld have watched it at $6 onli lo. silly us. anyway its quite a funny show.
dinner at sakae den darling is off to work while i go home.

i jus wrote "Coughing all my organs out aldy.." on my msn. and ppl are aldy 'chopping' them aldy lo. lungs, kidney, bladder and small intestine are taken. lol.
crazy ppl. rotten organs oso wan. hahaha...

exactly 1 more week to WIL2 task 1's due date. im not starting anything. totally no mood. jialat. 1800 words to go. copy and paste queen is not good with writing own words leh. =(
how how how??????????


went NLB ytd. hardworking sia.
looked for references for the assignment. saw shirley. no place to sit in NLB. so we went to TCC to copy the necessary stuffs. worked and den dinner at the same old place.

today i went to see the doc for the second time.
always the case la. i can nv get well within a week de lo. and it usually gets worse. last nite i coughed so hard until i saw a little blood in the saliva i spitted out. =.="

J was nice enough to jus buy lunch for me. =)

im so in holiday mood lo. wanted to start on the assignment. but my brain keeps telling me to do other things. im so tired aldy. spent the whole day doing nth useful. except seeing the doc.