Sunday, March 4, 2007
爱你太多
Cannot study at all... Cham...
Haiz....
was wif my fren.... accompanying her... brought my notes to study abit...
but cannot study at all...
and i realise that there's alot things which i dunno... i dun like statistics theory..!!!
and i was oso affected by another thing...
i cant concentrate on my studies at all..!!
haiz... im so sad when he said im trying to catch his attention...
he said i onli noe how to cry.... wats wrong with crying when one is sad?? i cant control my emotions de mah....
haiz... felt tat im being treated like a slave....
im like always have to listen to his 使唤.... dunno y i so 犯贱 oso...
i dun feel im being treated as a fren at all... =(
maybe its all my fault... my fault in the 1st place... i sld have listened to him everytime... be his slave... and i wont be crying le lo....
jus nw when i was at my fren's hse... i tot abt the past... i noe its no use tinking abt wat happened in the past... but i cant help it...
i nv cried so much becos of a guy b4.... haiz... maybe im really a cry baby...
i noe how to tell ppl to let go... but y cant i do it...
its easier said than done..
i lost concentration in studying le... today sld be the day tat i m studying... tue is my test... tmr i have lesson... today is the last full day that i can study.. but i cant study at all...
my eyes are teary and tired nw.... how m i to study later??
I muz がんばって le..!!!
加油..!! 加油..!! 加油..!!
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