Thursday, December 6, 2007
Low morale...
im taking it so badly becos i feel that i've done my best at that point of time... i didnt expect such an outcome...
im really v disappointed in myself...
dunno how to face myself... dunno how to face others...
i have disgraced them...
they are old... i wan them to retire early i dun wan to make them worry abt me..
i dun wan anyone to see me cry.. but i noe if i were to break the news to them now.. i will cry..
im so disappointed in myself... such a let down..
and im not young like 18 anymore... haiz..
i noe they will be v disappointed in me.. but i hope they understand that i've done my best le..
maybe im jus not smart enough...
i told myself to be strong.. so that i can prove to ppl i can do it de... but i feel so weak now...
v low morale.......
haiz..
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