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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Happy Bdae?

exactly a week to my day. but im not feeling the least excited or happy abt it.
i tink i've come to the age where most ppl dread bdaes. there's nth special anymore. i do not wan to celebrate it anymore. it shall jus be another normal day.

2 yrs ago, i had the worst bdae. i can still rem it v clearly.
it struck 12midnight. he sang the bdae song to me. but i was crying. not because i m happy or touched. its because of wat he said previously.
in the morning, i tried to geng mc frm work. but my mgr wanted me to go back. she didnt approve leave when i submitted the leave form previously. she hated me. ya i didnt like her either. went to work reluctantly. i was crying on the way to work. not because my mgr wanted me to go back. its because of him. haiz.
sarah cooked spaghetti from home for me and cindy. v nice of her. did my work slowly until its time to knock off. and i met my frenz for dinner at New York New York.
went home and cry again. a crying bdae...

i dunno y tat bdae is 'superglued' to my memory. probably because its the worst one i've had.
i have a feeling this yr's bdae will be as sad as tat year's.

someone told me:
"In every single day, there will always be one thing that made u happy and one other thing that made u not so happy."

so wat is the thing that made u happy and wat is the other thing that made u not so happy today?

12:37 AM