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Monday, August 18, 2008

比考试还难

he asked, "Can we?"
i replied, "Can we wat?"
he said, "Can we be like last time?"
i replied, "oh.."

i didnt say yes. okie, neither did i say no. but.... wat were we last time? sch mates? colleagues? friends? are we even friends? its a kind of complicated relationship which i dunno how to describe.
we were sch mates but nv seen each other b4. until the day we went to the same company. we became colleagues. nv see him again after tat. prob saw him a couple of times in sch after tat. but i kept my distance.
few mths after we graduated, i received an sms frm him asking me out. so we went out as 'friends'. frm then on.. its hard to explain any further. but im sure we have not been tog b4. so is there a "last time" btwn us? we cant be sch mates anymore. we cant be colleagues anymore. wat else can we be?
now im confused over my relationship. so complicated. i dun even noe wat im writing. 比考试还难. haha.. this shall be my 口头禅.

but i noe im happy now. not becos of the above person i mentioned. but because of another. haha.. the one and onli who can make me nervous until i feel like vomitting. hahaha.

yes baby. i miss u alot. how much, i dunno. i jus noe i miss u.

10:03 PM