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Sunday, August 30, 2009

communication breakdown

cant seem to be able to communicate like before. almost everytime we communicate. we end up debating. see who win lo.

it nv came across my mind that im bad tempered. nobody ever used this word on me. until recently. i admit that i got AP and 小姐脾气, like to complain and abit whiny. but the word "bad temper" really nv came across my mind.
we were debating something and den he said i have bad temper, all along. hai~ i nv raise my voice, i nv scold him, i nv say anything bad. i onli debated with him, telling him my own point of view.
wat he said really kept me thinking of whether im bad tempered anot. maybe i've really become a bad tempered person. or maybe my temper is this bad all along. i dunno.
i noe i have changed alot. but i find it hard to admit wat he said abt me.

den another day, we were out with frenz. den suddenly a fren mentioned abt something that he's not happy abt. and its related to me. end up he's not happy with me. that whole day, he didnt tok much to me. we didnt even have much eye contact. i knew he was unhappy with me. tried tokking to him but haiz....
now there's this awkward feeling between us.

i dunno wat happened to us. its the communication part that i guess was the main prob. and i oso admit that sch has affected my mood sometimes.
so hard to manage. =(

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